Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i have been waking up rather sleepy and moody for the past couple of days. i go to the bus stop. den be ultra quiet. and start talking when at the assembly ground. as for today, the same thing happened. went to the bus-stop. bryce and raf were already there. i looked at them. they gave me the not happy look. (maybe its just me). btw, tts probably one of the reasons why i seldom talk to bryce. i always had this inferior feeling with him. i mean like he not happy with me, dun lyk me tt kinda thing. hah. their looks on their faces kinda *insert emotion here* me. so i just quietly went to sit at the other seat. hmmm. and continued the questioning via sms thing.
ms lee seems to be getting nicer. she smiles more. she doesnt like scold us that often anymore. hmm. tts even when jj is not around. weird. but nice. hmm.
2 weeks more b4 school ends. next friday o'level results coming out. stress stress stress. but @ the same time i just wanna get it over and done with. that one day may be a huge blow to me. it WILL decide my future. its a very important date but yet i rather have it revealed than suffer not knowing what to do. yea.
